The Future!

  Muscles tight and legs ready to run I decide to take time to write a blog. It's too cold to run and my muscles have been tight the last two days after choosing to work out with a guy easily twice my size but, regardless here I sit now, writing away on my computer as usual. My mind has been nastily active over the past few days which, for me, is often a thing, not good nor bad. I'll give it to you bluntly: I have an active mind. I believe I'm ADHD and along with that creativity seems to come naturally to me. I try to keep myself motivated in my work, be it my blogs or my YouTube channel squaire1 but no matter how much I say or write it feels like there is always more to say.

  The intention of this blog is unclear to me still. I titled it "The Future" because that's the only place my mind can seem to think about. I love the idea of having people follow me, I won't lie, I think I have value as a person and I'm somewhat inspirational I suppose.. Ideas come naturally to me and I'm decent looking... All of this to ask a question; why aren't we famous? The average person, why does it seem like such an unnaturally long journey to take to find fame? It's confusing to me because it seems like other people are swept into fame. I by no means hunt after being famous, just not forgotten I suppose. If I lived my life without fame but instead I achieved many other things I would be fine. I want to make an impact more than anything and I think that's a very common thing among people as a whole.

  I don't think it's impossible to have the life you always dreamed of. I think there is more to the life we all imagine then we care to think about but the life itself seems perfectly obtainable. I do many things I have to in the hope that some day, in the future, I can do the things I want to. It's very similar to the way people embrace the concept of love. We date people we may not like in a few months or even in a few hours in the hope that one day one person will take us with all of our faults and just accept us. In the same way I think most people hope life will, at some point, accept them without caring about the stupid choices they've made or the burdens they carry.

  Sorry if this blog was a bit wordy, I have a lot on my mind as we come to another weekend. Please follow me on Twitter @mattaghetti or check out my YouTube channel squaire1 either way I look forward to writing to you again soon. If you have anything you want covered please leave a comment. Have a nice day --Mattaghetti